Welcome To My Life

i've moved to:

http://scratchmybackside.blogspot.com.

dun forget to link me.see you people.cheers.

I guess im closing this blog.although it leaves so much memories,its time to move on.i have shed tears,joy,laughter,anger and so much happiness all over this blog.started early this year.and it lasted for quite some time.i accepted everything that had revolved around me.and im going on a hiatus to prove something to the world.like i promise in the last post.i would never tear anymore and i didnt.this blog had been my super best fren were i can pour everything out.im not emo,im trying to accept everything.i guess this is good bye.  :)

thanks to those who had been faithfully come to this lousy blogger and read chapters of his life.thanks.

im not emo.please understand it.i fucking hate people say i emo.

for the last time,
loves mannan. :]

today was a better day then yesterday.more laughter,more joy and really more fun.had np@45th party ticket promoter.it was a great fun doing with augustine,wai cheong and jia yong.crapped and dance with weird music.and i totally love my economics teacher.she is a great teacher.i still dont know her name though.when i got bored,started viwawa-ing with classmates and jia yong suck at big2.5.then she would come-by and ask me questions like do you understand.do you like wearing hats.and when we were playing viwawa,she asked whether we can play among clasmates.issit fun and stuff.although i couldnt really pay attention to wat she was teaching,i guess she is the next best teacher since poly started.love economics,yes i do.went for npsu meeting and i got posted as bouncer during the event.but i cannot give the serious straight face sia.how.lols.i tried and they laugh at me.lols.

i achieved and happy cause i could see a bit of cutting and the triceps feels that it is there instead of fats.time to build more.devoed to improving my life.

and to those who think they are funny laughing at me.
well,wait and see.
im out to prove something to the world.
and im thinking of changing to Rp to do something im interested in.
see how it goes.
i will think through it.
im serious.

This Is Classic.

Wanna know how I got these scars? My father was....a drinker. And a fiend. And one night he goes off crazier than usual. Mommy gets the kitchen knife to defend herself. He doesn't like that. Not. One. Bit. So, me watching, he takes the knife to her, laughing while he does it. Turns to me and he says "Why so serious?" Comes at me with the knife,"Why so serious?" He sticks the blade in my mouth. "Let’s put a smile on that face!" And..... Why so serious?

-Joker.

today i enjoyed myself alot.firstly apologies to my blood donation publicity group for not being able to help out today.so met jacob,rafi,liyana and renuka over at tiong to get ain's birthday present.went over her house and crapped alot.saboed rafi many time with her.lols.thats classic dudes.eat and eat.still got cake and the mini doughnut were fantastic.many of her classmates were there,weren't really interested in them.haha.then we play games like amazing race,taboo was fun and waterbomb was an ass.instead of throwing at ain,rafi throw at me.and mistakenly thre mine at jac.so revenge was coming.then went up her house.and i won the best dresser of the day.okay,i did not plan to wear to grandly today.it happened i had dinner later.

so traveelled to singapore polytechinic for my cousin company hari raya dinner meet up.i tell you the people were freaking dame funny.with all the malay inside jokes and the funny uncle looking host,the day could have never been better.with all his lame idioms and funny quizzes.with all his funny but real facts about animals and stuff.we can crap in the pants.and all the random remarks by the uncles.and they all sing this song when people have to leave early.making them feel dam emo.haha.damn i laughed my ass off man.surely the food was good and i really really enjoyed it very much.and their boss name is doctor mok.haha.i laugh to much that m eyes became smaller i think.hahaha.

overall it was a great day.finally,i can breathe a smile among the sorrows.and i wanna find a job so i could buy myself a nikon camera.im trying to learn basic photography too.cheers.
 

a little update for the past 2 days.i am so lazy to type out so much so ya.

Sunday.
secondary school peeps asked me out jalan raya.it was a great time ya.with laughters,kuih and chicken(inside joke) everywhere,it was a great end for hari raya 2008.met the oldies whom we last seen after o levels.visited miss wu's place,mr wardi and our malay friends houses.and all i can say is chicken were filling my stomache at every house.i swear.it was a happy time.where the three piece nugget re-unite for raya.me,jac,shah.classic.its kinda sad my great friend shalan is going in for some reason.conclusion,i am happy to see everyone.i leave you with memories.dun laugh,many unglam photos.cheers.

( Hari Raya 2008. )
Monday.
school was dam funny as usual.classmates would be vulgar,crappings would start.hokkien songs were such.started with ecpro i guess.and my team name was smc.wanna know ask me.and my classmates started with knn,pcb and everything.then makan at canteen 1.cravings for chicken rice was bad.hmm.i think,my eg maths 2 would be AD.if not A.the lady teacher was so damn fierce la.alamak.i sending psp game.she come and wouldnt go away till i would do 1 question.damn fierce.i like.so bla bla bla.school end.met aizat and couldnt contact the rest.went to beach road.made our sum bongs nametag and got myself the-so-long-looking-spartan-sandal.but it looks kinda feminine.fuck.we kinda got conned by the uncle who charged us 4bucks for nametag.but he kinda screwed up 2 chop sum bongs.so its kinda retribution.as the saying goes,what goes around,comes around.lets live in karma.i am happy cause we are on good terms.  :) i hope it would last forever,and am sorry for the past.looking forward to school.
( Spartans! )

where did they go.

in the end i typed alot.

goodbye.   :)

hi everybody.havent been blogging bout the events that had been happening the past few days.im not feeling well so im jus gonna make it short and sweet.

On Thursday.
tossed around in bed before meeting up with wei xun,jing wen,wax,jacob and aizat.it was jing wen birthday.so went for brunch then watched some french movie.watthevandeus.then went heeren take photos.doreen,jia jia,kelly and two other guys met up with us.walk around fer a bit.then went to some place to chill out a while before heading to yi kang house ton.and oh ya.i bought a vans era.cheap and nice.happy :)

 

( Ah Neh Birthday. )

On Friday.
at yi kang house couldnt really sleep.cause after we ate the mac we ordered,we started crapping.talk bout everything.life,love,everything.and as usual it was the why people deserved a second chance.its kinda a repetition and full of bullshit from me.caught a lil bit of sleep before they start to wake me up.too a cab to ECP in the wee hours of the morning when the cocks are still drooling in their coop.we were to help out for the salary of 15 bucks at the singapore nautical run.was assigned the managerial post in the baggage area while aizat was my assistant.meet many funny people.and sat down collecting bags was the job.after the event slacked,played,talk cock and then home.woke up later in the evening to go astro.caught a glimpse of jupiter and the bright moon.

On Saturday.
before i got ready to set off for blood donation drive.helped my cousin fry some food cause hes friends coming over for hari raya.being afraid of splattering oil.i was kinda scared to fry.and with my cat by myside.the morning event wasnt a good idea.then off i go to NP.met wai cheong then travel to choa chu kang.ask people donate blood.same as last time rejection was hard.and they give that talk-to-my-hand-face.fucked up.made a fool of ourselves but it was full of laughter i guess.with the random pokes and ballgazer.laughter was everywhere.the best excuse was sorry,i not local.after that met siti at queenstown.we trained down to bugis cause she wanna get some stuff.shopped around then i went to mac to get burgers,saw doreen.then i waited for the fucking bus so long.saw nessya but couldnt really recognised her.dun ask me why,i dont know.

and so right now im having a fucking terrible headache.feeling nauseous was the last thing i want to feel in the middle of the night.tomorrow,would be the reunion of the secondary schoolmates.we are going jalan raya.brother black,gigi and fat cat,reunite.hope tomorrow would be fun as monday would be the starting of school.

good nights people.
 

Avenged Sevenfold-Dear God.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you 
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Stuff to say:
Firstly Ah Neh Birthday.Happy 17 i guess.see you tml.although not all can make it.but the thought is there uh.
Secondly,Blood donation drive was madness.begging people to listen to ur craps is hard.rejection with ignorance is infuriating.never give up was the key to success.
Thirdly,Wai cheong and augy made fun of my super super uncool ic photo.nehmind.
Fourthly,placed my name at leftfoot at the cathay so that when zapatos comes in,they would call.and vans zapatos snake edition from vans vault cost $179.fuck.
Fifth,made new friends.   :)
Sixth,lose old friends.      :(
Seventh,couldnt be bothered.

its broken.

and some short people looks cute.

hello everybody.updates on today.went to city square and angsana to do some fine shopping and makan.ate at pizza hut before shopping around and having a good laugh over at starbucks.bought a few piece of clothing and home sweet home.and aizat touch-ed a woman's breast or bra cup.whats that again.im loving oxford shirts and im still fucking fuck fucking fuck hunting for vans zapatos.arghhhh.

( pictures. )

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where and when can this lovely thing can be found.haiyo.so hard to find.


or should i just forget bout zapatos and get an era instead.

 

bye la.